MUSIC MAYHEM AND METAL

12:47AM - creeping dolts

IF YOU CAN PLAY ANY MUSICAL DEVICE PLEASE SAY SOMETHING!



HOPEFULLY I'LL BE ABLE TO FINSIH RECORD THIS WEEK

Current mood: cheerful

Current music: Excel saga theme song

1:16AM - harm

Does anybody out there believe in me?




~I'm already dead I'm just waiting for this body to catch up~

Current mood: apathetic

Current music: Conflict of interest ~ mole man ~

10:38PM - 666

things to do

1 Buy a new mic
2 upgrade sound card
3 finish demo
4 find people for live act
5 destroy everyones expations


now if you think you can help me acomplish any of this drop me a line

Current mood: tired

Current music: Wumpscut ~ mankind's disease ~

3:36PM - ?><^*$^

NIN last night was fucking amazing
I notcied something

I FUCKING NEED A GUITAR PLAYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(among a few other things)


so how have you guys been?

Current mood: tired

Current music: Skinny Puppy ~ morter ~

1:27AM - where did the trust go?

I just noticed that alot of people i know are dealing with some tough issuse like having a kid, be addictied to substances or some psychological issues dealing with relationships and what not.

for some reason I feel pretty good about myself

Sucks to be you fuckers

seig hail Deutschland

I kid? ( actually I do and i just being a dick cuz i'm dumb and sleepy)

and yes I know I'm a sick bastard

restless (K)nights lead to tiresome mornings

I could be god

BTW CIBO MATTO OWNZ YOUR FACE

Current mood: cold

Current music: Cibo matto ~ sci-fi wasabi ~

4:19AM

your life will be better if you live my htese 13 rules, Trust me I do and look at me now

I been thinking, masterminding if you will.
I have discovered a few nobel truths, but i'm gonna break them down into easily swallowed pills
1) there are many stupid people alive, they should be eradicated from the face of the earth, all they do is hinder progress and that dear reader is something we can't have.
2) If you dwell on the past you have become stagnant, you can't move forward. you have become stale and you hider progress
3) they will allways be haters and naysayers, destroy them my children or achieve a greater victory by turning them towards your cause.
4) The ignorant masses are easy to exploit and should be used to your advantage.
5) Women fuck there way to the top, for the vagina is the most powerful thing in the universe. beware of them my sons, for they lead to ruin and self-decay
6) man created god. he is a powerful tool to use, much can be gained in this way
7) strike at your enemys at the most opportune time, preferably from shadows. one can not defend against something that isn't there
8) Love is a lie, Hate on the other hand is very real and a power ally to have
9) Everything is a matter of preception, meditate on this and many paths shall open
10) If something can't be controlled, remove it from the equation.
11) death is never the end
12) try to be more than human my children, otherwse your just another ape
13) Don't be a victim, for it makes you weak and useless. Divine wizdom has been bestowed apon you. With out you there can be no progress.

this is gonna be a page in my bible for sure

Current mood: cold

Current music: Nine Inch Nails ~ somewhat damaged ~

7:20AM - court

if your reading this you must think something about me

I slept 5 day in the past 2 weeks

"death is a tarot"

Current mood: hot

Current music: Gravediaggaz ~ Diary of a madman ~

3:23PM - Blood is payment

Lastnight was pretty fucking cool
Went to Justin's house and fucked around musicly
wrote a song
Pissing Em kids off is fun and easy
Hopefully get some shit done soon
maybe even tour

Current mood: cold

Current music: Marilyn Manson ~ Misery machine ~t ~

4:43AM

3:49AM - i am on my way down

BY THE WAY.........



ROCK IS FUCKING DEAD





thanks alot you bastards..........

Current mood: bored

Current music: Marilyn Manson ~ minute of decay ~

1:33AM - KMFDM better than the best................

I'm back on board and pumping out new shit
Fuck you for doubting me.
God envys me
because I'm real
STILL LOOKING FOR A DRUMMER, and a man with synth-powers of doom
This new shit is sooo hot it will scald you.
thats right motherfucker

Current mood: calm

Current music: The sickest Breed ~ scald ~

2:32AM - Feed the machine,my pain my blood my hatred my life

I should be playing guitar right now,
I need a fucking drummer
FUckers
I need to buy some more shit too
bastards

Current mood: confused

Current music: Pink floyd ~ hey you ~

9:16PM - I kiss my wife with my fist

No more music will be made my me in the lab for another week or two, Massive up grade to all Primary weapon systems, or if you wanna be a dick about it.. I'm remodeling and getting new gear.


I'll cut your face off and eat it too!

What? Ed Gein?

~the sickest breed~

Current mood: busy

Current music: Nine inch nails ~all the pigs all lined up ~

12:20AM - GODDAMN IT JUSTIN, I'M NOT EMO!!!!!

Jam session with Jason
when to show Downtown
Stupid people want me home
Tomarrow RECORDING
gonna buy some shit from guitar center soon
Step 1 is in motion

Current mood: satisfied

Current music: Nine inch nails ~ the art of self-destruction, part 1 ~

2:38AM - Bahhhhhhhh

Jam sesson at Joey's was canceled, Played at Haskell's instead.
Budrow Got a bass today. More mayhem to follow.
MY guitar kicks ass and I'm an asshole
\m/

Current mood: 10..9..8..7..6..5..4..3..2..1.

Current music: Rob Zombie ~ house of 1000 corpses ~